BULAN,,,

"Oh bulan,

Enggan melayan diriku lagi,
Pabila air mata membasahi pipi,
Dan lagu-lagu di radio seolah-olah memerli aku,
Pabila engkau bersama yang lain....."

Wah, wah, wah....layan lagu bulanlah pula,,hihihi! Ada makna lain ni,,sebenarnya, bulan pada malam ini mengingatkan aku kepada dia,,bulan malam ini cantik sangat, terang, cerah, menyinari serata alam sebagaimana cinta dan kasih sayang kami dulu menyinari hidup ini,,tapi sekarang? Entahlah, aku pun tak tahu,,biarlah takdir menentu segalanya,,

.::View dari kolej::.

.::View dari bilik aku::.

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TAPI DIA...

Demi Mu Ya Allah, aku betul-betul rindukan dia,,teramat rindu,,tak dapat hendakku gambarkan rasa dihatiku tika ini,,aku begitu menginginkan dirinya disampingku walaupun jarak memisahkan kami,,aku terlalu ingin bertemu dengannya,,rasa kasih dan sayang ini tidak pernah padam walau sedetik pun,,walaupun kami tidak pernah bersua muka,,

Jika dulu, bulan menjadi saksi cinta kami,,tapi kini, bulan membuatkan aku berduka, menangis melihatnya,,oh, kalaulah waktu dapat diundurkan, aku akan memperbaiki kelemahan diri ini,,aku tidak akan terlalu memaksanya,,tetapi aku lakukan semua itu kerana terlalu menyayanginya,,tapi dia, tidak memahami isi hatiku,,tapi dia, menginginkan perpisahan ini,,tapi dia bersetuju dan merelakan aku pergi,,

Tapi dia, dialah yang membuatkan aku ceria, bahagia, gembira, suatu ketika dahulu,,aku rindu sangat untuk melihat senyumannya,,aku rindu untuk mendengarnya ketawa,,suaranya membuatkan aku terbuai dalam angan-anganku sendiri,,biarlah dia dengan hidupnya,,aku akan sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaanmu, M.F.,,

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AUGUST..

FIRST WEEK: Very busy with the assignments draft of Sales Planning and Operation (SPO) and Quality Management (QM) subjects. Just done the orientation camp for the Harimau Malaya Club on 1st August and successfully manage the time and money with the help from other members and the very important person who never give up with me is Kak Linda - I'm really love you sis...going back to JB because I'm really miss my family and I want to spend my time with them before my sister go back to Nizhniy Novgorod, Russia...

SECOND WEEK: Will be very very busy with the driving class and also other assignments - Business Decision Making (BDM) and Advertising (ADV). The fasting month also just nearby. I have to prepare some healthy menu for myself...

THIRD WEEK: Assignment submission and need to rush because all the assignments must be submitted before the mid-term exam and also Hari Raya. If not, there is no Hari Raya for me. The preparation for Hari Raya is all done by my mom, I have no mood at all for the Hari Raya after all the problems came out...

FOURTH WEEK: Must submit all the other assignments and study for the exam. After that, maybe I'll go to KLIA to say goodbye to the 'Russian Girl'. I will miss you sis, and for this year, we don't have any big, glamorous and special celebration for Hari Raya. Just take care of yourself and have a happy Hari Raya there...


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STOP THINKING...

I can't even forget him, but now he just let me go. So easy right. Oh, why am I still thinking about him? Before this, I've never care whether he's here or not. But why now? Why when I'm start to love him, all the things when wrong. For the time being, stop thinking about love, and stop talking about it. Coz I'm really hurting. I can't even forget it!! WHY??? And I'm really hate it!!!

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